Denial

Has anybody else lived in denial. I'm not quite sure if I have ever truly lived in denial until now. We are supposed to be moving in a few weeks. But I just can't seem to wrap my mind around it. There are so many things that need to get done but it feels like I have all the time in the world to get them accomplished. When actually I don't have that much time, besides the fact that I have packed my schedule full of Dr. appointments and dentist and hair and everything else that I need to have done before we leave, I just can't seem to come to the realization that we are moving fifteen hours away from my parents and family. Maybe I am being a little dramatic but we have lived in Ogden for five years now and it is too weird to think that things are going to be changing drastically for us. When I think of moving to AZ, I picture me and the kids eating all of our meals outside our apartment like a picnic and going swimming half the day-to me, that just sounds too good to be true, like the vacation you really want to go on but you know is never going to happen.
I have two fears of moving to Arizona 1-that we will love it and never want to leave, thus pitting ourselves to living a long way away from our families and 2-that we will love it and then Mark will get a job in Idaho Falls and we will have to move from the hottest place to the coldest place. (Do you notice that both fears include loving Arizona. I'm dumb I know.)
Hopefully I can pull myself together and start packing and organizing and downsizing. I guess we will see if I wait until the day before the moving truck comes to start packing or if I will pull myself out of this denial to get going!